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I never considered myself one for sharing my private thoughts. However today I find myself in an ill and weakened state that has possessed me to think, Hey who wouldn't want to know what I am thinking? So here I am on this blogger doohiggy makin' some internet magic out of my babbling. As for the aforementioned ill and weakened state, I am certainly not dying or anything like that although at times it feels like it. I have been cursed with a winter virus. Tis the season and all that joyous stuff. In between headaches, that I believe have caused serious brain malfunctioning, I found myself wondering what my life will amount to. I am eighteen years old, a college freshman, and full of "potential." However some poeple would argue that it doesn't mean shit because in a year we will all be toast. I try not to ponder  the demise of the human race often, but it does sometimes catch me unaware. Is there more I could be doing? Am I enjoying myself enough if the world really will be over in  such a short time? Are you living? That's the real question, are you living. Well that's enough deep and meaningful thought for the day, maybe even the week. Time to go enjoy a nice cup of soup and kick this cold's ass. Have a lovely week everyone. by the way watch this it will make you feel better: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yvEYKRF5IA